In a year there are 365 days, in every day's 24 hours when time is passing real slow, a year and a half has gone
past~ in this 1.5 years there were many surprises, too much touching moments, too much sadness, too
much glory.
Every time it reaches our birthday, there'll be a chance for us to communicate with you guys through this platform~ this time birthday
message, I'd like to have a chat about my heartfelt matters, alright?^^
When I was still studying, I have never thought that I could stand on the world's stage and sing for everyone of my supporters, maybe
this is a dream.
I only wished for my self-composed songs can get everyone's approval,
or that I can use my own abilities to get some sort of achievement in the
music industry.
Meanwhile this dream, because of sm company and you guys who helped me through my journey, has came true!
However I'm a little lost, lost on what I should so. Maybe I'm still the child that hasn't grown up, but my job
gives me a sense of responsibility, it lets me mature, and continue
carrying (my responsibilities) along my journey! During this path of journey, I can gradually feel myself
changing, but the changes may be good and bad. Actually it's just like
how I said it before, I just have a more unique job.
I want to be like everyone, I want to have what everyone else has, be no different from an ordinary individual.
These days we've received some recognition. But I have never been satisfied with myself! I can't ever give up on being hardworking! I
want to do my best! I want to let those who support me to see my capabilities, I don't want to disappoint you!
Maybe these thoughts make me seem like I'm always in my own world, and it seems like no one can read my mind. My friends cheer me
on through the phone. And I think of all my heroes who supports me, actually I'm really blessed, really
well, I should be happy with what I have. But if I can't achieve perfection, will you guys still support me?
I often use these words to motivate myself "actually my dreams aren't far, as long as I work hard to reap what I sow. Although I may miss the scenery in between but I can vision the rainbow ahead!" You guys think this is right?
PART TWO
I may see this day as just a birthday, but to you guys: How much hard work did everyone put in? All this
hardwork from all over the world.
Just for my short-lived happiness, it might have cost you a whole year of planning, a whole month of preparing, as a whole day of just
waiting. I can see it, I saw your efforts, you guys worked hard, and must have been tired. I thank you.
I actually love seeing fans holding signboards for me, and hearing fans screaming and getting excited for
me. But seeing you guys falling asleep while waiting, suffering from a sore throat from all the screaming,
getting bruised from all the pushing & shoving .. I feel like I'm being selfish. Please just take care of yourselves, don't get hurt, don't get sad, even if you are sad, don't be
afraid, because I'm here to write 'healing' songs for all of you.
I still remember once I was at the airport, a fan asked me 'The gift that I prepared and the letters that other
fans had given you, whats the difference? why don't you accept gifts?' at that point of time I could not answer her, I could only apologize. I'm still thinking if my choice of only accepting letters is wrong, resulting in my hesitance to
accept letters now as well.
Actually it's like this, I understand everyone's kind intentions, I get it, I
understand. Fans that are able to watch us perform, buy a album, make signboards and support us, or even
scream for us, or even those
international fans that can only say 'happy birthday' to me with their hearts. To me all these are the best presents ever.
Because I once heard that in order to buy our album or a gift for us, she had to cut down on her living
expenses, I know although we are all responsible adults already, money doesn't come easy so I hope everyone will spend their money on
more meaningful stuff.
And there are many more people that need help from us, to be able to help them is all of our wishes, but I
hope everyone should only donate what they can! Actually there is many
ways to help the less fortunate instead of spending money like volunteering services, etc.
On a serious note I hope before fans buy me a gift or donate in honor of my name, please think of yourself
and your family first. Buy what you like, buy your family things that they
like, buy them food, clothes, or even health supplements. Only after all these, with the extra money you have left, then you are able to help
others. If you do all these then it's already the best present for me!
This kind of present, I wish I could receive it every year. And to be able to like us together with your family,
be in watching our live performance or behind the computer screen, isn't
it good? Just to support me, you guys must have suffered a lot and are tired! please take care of your health! if you don't take care of your
health how can you support me with such vigor in the future right? I know you guys are the best therefore you
can do it!
I only have a head, a neck, two hands, two legs, and a body. I can't wear everything that you guys send me, I'm afraid if I don't wear them
you guys will be disappointed and sad. Don't be!
All the gifts that you give me are awesome and good! not only the gifts, even the fan edits on the Internet, they are all your hardwork.
I like it, I love it all, I only hope you all can be happy everyday~ take good care of yourselves, love yourself, giving me presents isn't all
that important.
Still the same words, your love is the best present to me. And your support
for me is the best energy booster!
Thank you for everything and I love you all.
TRANSLATED BY: Admin Lyn. @kehxjo/
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EDITED BY: Admin Hun. @ohduIts/
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